Friday, July 30, 2010

Freedom

In the summer of 2007 I quit my job, dedicated myself exclusively to eating amazing food, drinking too much and throwing a massive party. Why? I was going to law school that is why. I was told by someone at some point that I should take it easy before I head into law school because it was going to be hard and miserable. That someone was right. I look back on that summer as the last time I felt simultaneously free and not guilty. I worked from 10am to 2pm Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday, and I occasionally worked at Pica's Mexican restaurant. It was great, some times I exercised, sometimes I wandered around, mostly I did nothing. Three years later and one million miles away from my lovely mountains and cold rivers, I am about to embark on that path again.

Well, almost. I am actually excited to work, to have a schedule and no homework, oh and over time. But, I am also excited to sit around and do nothing, or play the guitar, or read a book. I use to lay on the floor of my apartment in Jackson for hours reading books. I also spent hours laying on the couch listening to the classical music station from NPR.

I went to law school because I wanted money and shiny things. I wasn't always that way, but I had become that way. Now, I am glad to say that law school cured me of wanting those things, and taught me to appreciate my life the way it was, the way it is.

I am back.

1 comment:

  1. I'm so thrilled to hear that you are back, wiser than ever! I was having withdrawals from my life through yours. I can't wait to hear of the next adventure, story by story, picture by picture, lone star beer by lone star....
    You and I revolve in similar circles and fall into these "just being" paths often at the same time. I'm feeling that just being feeling again. Too bad we're so far apart or we could enjoy the next ride together. Can't wait for December. XOXOXO! Congrats on the beginning of the best chapter yet....

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